Thursday, March 04, 2004

Wow! Can you all believe it is already March? This year is just zipping right by. It is sad that I don't get to see many of my friends, but that is what I get for living so far from everyone.
I realized that if I don't go and visit anyone, no one will come and visit me. I have found that I have put on so much mileage nearly every weekend. Those weekends I stay at home, I barely see anyone. But, I suppose that is a good thing. I usually have a lot to do for work or otherwise and being unbothered is a blessing. Sometimes, though, I do wish that I was closer to others.
I also realized that if I don't contact others, they probably will not contact me either. Ah, such is life. I have found that most people only tend to contact me when they want something. I usually don't have a conversation just for conversations sake...at least not at home. I try to do it online or in chats, but often people end up forgetting to message back. I try to say I am leaving or need to do something before I sign off or leave if I have been talking to someone, but most people I know don't. Maybe it is a sign of new times, but man, I find it rude at times. So, I rant on my blog...what else is this good for?
Anyway, I have been less and less sick lately. I haven't had a panic attack in ages...well, months to be exact...and I think my reflux is under control with the medication and I can sleep ok most nights. Other than that, life is boring...and hectic at the same time.
I found out I have to renew my credential by November...yikes. I also have decided to teach summer school for the first time this year. To top it off, I am applying to grad school for next Spring. All of that is work though...so, not much fun there. I hope everyone else is having some fun. Till next time...